The Price of Love
Go ahead & Cry your heart out
for loosing me again !!!
Tasting your love so many times before -
such bitter poison.
Crossing the thresh-hold
into Hell ...
Unaware of where loving you would lead.
My once bleeding heart
now stands icy-cold,
No longer wanting to hear your deafening screams
I turn the pages
to shake free
of chaotic memories
forever etched within my mind .
You unable to see
exactly what loving you has put me through ...
walking directly into the flames
burning so deeply time & time again
just to escape your grasp !!
Walking away, one final time - ME this time;
leaving you to frolic aimlessly
within your insanity .
Hate me if you must,
Damn me for all eternity if you will
for crushing your little facade of dreams.
Know wholeheartedly
you NEVER deserved me,
Then awaken one day
and recall the ONE you have lost
again & again ~
Damn yourself then !!
Hide within your self-constructed little world
But know you'll NOT find me there anymore ...
away from you once more
never to return again,
Free from your grasp at last
evermore the price of love ...
Sinderella - 2002