For You
Once you gave me the world,
You vowed to love me
for all eternity and beyond.
We shared so much
without a second thought
And nothing else mattered.
Our love was like no other,
Soul-mates brought together at last
Through unconventional means.
So many times you would say
"I love you"
Without a single word,
Your loving touch
said it all.
We knew forever and always
our love was meant to be.
Faithfully you loved me
right up to the end,
But still I sent you away,
For your loving me
Was what I feared the most…
Fear to give you my heart and soul
Knowing you might change your mind
down the road froze me to the bone.
I wish I could take back the words
that broke your heart.
Each and every day we're apart
the pain I feel is like a knife
tearing through my heart
over & over ,
And it's laughter becomes a scream.
I miss you so badly it hurts ~
I miss your touch on my skin,
Your gentle lips upon mine,
I miss the way you held me tightly
in your loving arms,
Your smile, your laughter, your voice
saying "I love you Hunny!"
What I would do to have you back again
is far beyond the words I now write.
I'd take you in my arms
And never let you go.
Once you gave me the world
And vowed to love me
For all eternity and beyond.
Know I still love you
More than these words can ever say.
I would live my life over a million times
IF it always meant finding you
again & again .
For you will always be the love of my life ~
The day you left
my heart began to shatter
and with each passing day
it continues to do so without reprieve,
Like a fool I realized too late
What your love meant to me.
I've always heard time
heals a broken heart,
Until it does I will remain
Within my self built Hell
Forever and always wanting you back
for all eternity and beyond .......
Sinderella 2001